Saturday, April 11, 2009

Introduction 2 d stranger a.k.a ME

I ain’t a failure, I just took a break from a long series of success but somehow the break got too extended

I ain’t introvert, am just tired of being extrovert and letting my extrovert-ness take over all my other virtues

I ain’t weak, am just fed up being strong and surviving peacefully, not hurting anyone

I ain’t rude, am humiliated enough for being humble to everyone whereas some people just don’t deserve to be treated that way

I ain’t solitary, am just not available for gatherings where people think they need to censor stuff for I being present there

I ain’t careless, am emotionally wrecked for caring to persons who never even gave a thought to my desires

I ain’t loud, I find myself unable to bear all the craziness prevailing around me silently

I ain’t a fool, I don’t wanna play the wise man among a bunch of insane brainless idiots

I ain’t strange, perhaps am weird in this lazy place which intentionally lives decades behind the outside world and then the natives talk of attitude like the preacher of the next generation

I ain’t furious, but it’s the way I should and would get to survive in this mean world

I ain’t cold, but I can’t be warm to those, possibly only joy in whose life is to make fuss on others back

I ain’t a liar, but I don’t wanna be the truth teller to all the liars,

I don’t hate u , am trying my level best to love u just a little lesser,

and I don’t even want u to love me, but at least don’t hate me for things I haven’t done or for what I appear to be but actually I ain’t

I ain’t giving excuses, but just the most nearly accurate and precise justifications for the way I am,

Anyways I like the way I am….

2 comments:

  1. Some bitter truths of life..
    sirji we all like u the way u are...

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  2. this is some what very close to me also...really very nice one

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